I apologize that I have been gone for more than a minute, and that this post will not be a long one. This has been a very difficult time for me. However, I went to a movie tonight with my siblings and my mom. We saw Blackkklan, a very excellent movie. The premise was based on a true story that focused on race, discrimination, police brutality, and the KKK.
There are so many scenes that will humble you; it humbled me. During one of those, a thought hit me. For whatever reason, I thought of epilepsy. It does not discriminate. It does not care how old you are. It could care less about your race. Your gender doesn't matter. Your class is completely irrelevant. Overall, your demographic might as well just be dog shit.
In my opinion, that's okay. What's not okay? The effects that it has on your life. The way it messes so much with your head, the way it just takes and takes, and what it does to your relationships. The ones you love the most, the person you planned a life with. Then, watching it break and crumble; you never saw it coming. Then something happens to your soul. It just becomes empty.
That bitch is always there. The one who is jealous of the relationship you have. So, she decides to make life very difficult on you. She creates a test, one you have all odds against you. You fight back with all your might, and you love with all of your heart. Sometimes, love does not conquer all. All I'm able to do is pray for a miracle. Those miracles haven't been around much. I just hope this one will. (No comments on this one Mom, please).
I see Dr. Constantino on Tuesday, and plan to update you all with whatever news I am given.
Ciao for now
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